shortcomings

actually, the term "shortcomings" is a vast understatement. what im talking about are failures. deep, personal failures.


i have become increasingly aware of some things i need to fix in my life.  especially loving people.


over the years, i have realized that i have not loved people like i ought to have.  i have failed them in this respect. and i have not done my job communicating love to them, both my love and God's love for them.


and so i would like to apologize. i would like to apologize for every wrong ive made, for every heart ive hurt and for every moment i have not openly expressed my love for you. i cannot go back and fix the things ive done but i can move forward.


i will move forward loving people. honestly and vulnerably loving people. because that is what i am called to do. i am called as a follower of God to love you. and i will go to every length possible to do so.


but remember, i am human. this is my ultimate goal, but i might have shortcomings along my path. but i will venture to love you. and i will never judge you. that is not my place.


my place is to love. and i do. i love you.