welcome back

its been awhile.. i know. im sorry. God hasn't really put it on my heart to blog lately. 


but today, God came through in only the way He can.


ive been searching for a job for...forever.  i wasnt able to get one for this summer (so ive been working for my dad) and ive been looking into jobs for the fall/rest of the school year.  i have applied to a couple and one that i was really interested had just replied saying the position was filled.


i was crushed. and super frustrated. "why wasnt God allowing me to get a job?" i kept asking. my best friend kirsten and my mom and my dad were like its obviously not the job He has planned for you. but i was just annoyed.


so i continued sanding the deck outside and then came in for a shower. i prayed asking God to a) give me a job b) take away my stress and help me give up my stress to Him c) thanked Him for not giving me the job im not supposed to have.


so i go online to buy my books... and i check my email.


turns out another position i was interested in just had a shift open up! and they were wondering if i could work it.


God's amazing. i cant get over how freaking amazing He is. seriously. not only has He helped me wake up in the mornings, but now i might have a job this year!! 


the interview is on tuesday. please be praying i get it.


if i dont, i know God has another job in store. i just would like this one :]