Tuesday, August 2, 2011

pangs and unease

so i get these little feelings when im deciding whether or not to do something. usually the feeling tells me when im not supposed to do something.


ive tried ignoring these feelings before...things do not bode well for me if i do. in fact, they usually turn out pretty crappy.


im convinced these "feelings" are the Holy Spirit.


call it hokey or whatever you'd like, but i know its true. ive made some crucial decision based on these feelings guiding me.  i think God is looking out for me personally and He makes decisions on a daily basis with me.


but what happens when ive decided to do something and made plans, feeling like its the right decision, and then all of a sudden, it changes.


i feel horrible trying to explain that i cant go through with plans because ive got this "feeling" saying i shouldnt. how do you explain this to someone, especially when they might not share the same convictions or even the same faith??


it gets pretty sticky sometimes. and i feel like ive failed. like im a slacker. but ive got to stick to my convictions.


im sorry if this is inconvenient for you and your plans. i really am.  but i wont stray from what God is telling me, whether you believe me or not.

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