but lately ive really been struggling with insecurity. for some reason i cant shake the feeling of it.
ive been down on myself. criticizing myself. and i really dont like it when i dont wear makeup. which used to not be a problem at all.
but not, whenever i look in the mirror, i can only see things i need to change. especially in terms of working out.
i love working out for the feeling of exercise. but since ive started up again, i can only see all of my faults. and that turns into "what can i change? how quickly can i change it?" and so on and so forth.
and its not healthy at all. i dont want to get back to the place i was... i was so insecure and lacking confidence, and i dont want to go back there.
i liked the place i was at a couple of weeks ago. secure in my own skin. comfortable with who i was. i want to get here again.
but i dont know how. im praying about it a lot. hopefully, with God's help, i can get back to a place of loving my body and the way God made me.
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